But first, that's a nasty picture ain't it. Sorry, but I had to go for the gusto on this one.
For instance, I lived a secret life with two separate families. I wrote about it. The post is called "Babies Mamma Drama" here: http://careycarey-carrymehome.blogspot.com/2010/09/babies-momma-drama-one-two-and-three.html
Believe me, in the above post there's drama mammy, and lessons to be learned
The following is a short out-take:
"After visiting my parents one weekend, I decided to stop at a local horse racing track. That day my skills at picking winners wasn't very good so I decided to leave after the 5th race. I was with Rita* (*name changed) and my son. As we approached the car a voice said, "how are you doing Carey", it was Debbie*, the mother of my first child. She had a gun in her hand, a 2 shot derringer. I was stunned, I walked toward her. My son ran behind me saying daddy daddy. He didn't know there was danger, he just couldn't understand why I was walking off from him"
At that moment my life changed and so did the lives of several others.
Listen, if I had removed the lies, I wouldn't be writing this post and there wouldn't have been years of confusion. Are you kidding me, check out the drama in that post, click it (above), and tell me if I am wrong. This post pales in comparison to that one. Anyway.....
Ultimately, and unfortunately my false self image needed constant stroking which required more money and more lies, with the end results being more drama.
A lie is needed to support another lie, so again, the drama continued....
"I was in the master bathroom, Benny was in the outer bedroom. I heard Joy call his name. She yelled, "Benny, what have you done. They were in town for a family reunion. I had a fairly large home and invited Benny to spend the weekend. Benny never left my home.... alive"
The following is a clip of me in all my glory. It's what I do now.